miss conceitedd.

i have a feeling this post is gunna be a lil longg so BARE WITH ME . omfg.

so lately, my mama has made me realize three things:

--just cuz she's yur mama dnt mean that yu can trust everything she says
ELABORATION: i am my mama's ONLY fckn child and i am now grown so i figure that she could be honest with me and i could be honest with her....nope. she is still stck on that petty 'im yur mama not yur friend' shit . but what she doesnt realize is SHE IS NO LONGER RAISING ME . in reality, as children, our parents sop raising us as soon as we gain our own thoughts, ideas, and mannerisms....i can say my thoughts and opinios bcame truly formed when i was 17 . sooo she doesnt really realize that idk . sooo she lies to me and i know it, but i dnt mind...but when it comes to medical shit, i really do care ! thats my mama ! sooo she lied about a medical something that i dnt wanna discuss that coulda possible been life threatening . what would it look like if something woulda happened and im mal-informed...ugh .


--there's only one person you can truly trust with situations--YOURSELF.
ELABORATION: my mama doesnt undertsand that I DNT FEEL LIKE I NEED TO LIE ABOUT SHIT ANYMORE...why ? im grown . the only people i fear at this point is the police....i cnt get grounded...she cnt whoop me....so what ?! what do i have to fear from telling my mama the truth about everything . i have nothing to loose but everything to gain .



--sometimes you cant please the person you should want to please the most .
ELABORATION : im tired of tryna please her . she's VERY hard to please and i feel if i continue to just try to please her then i wont please myself in the end.


so prayy fro me ! ohh and im gettn my tonsils taken out monday .

--essence .