im baaaaaaaaaaaaack !

so out of my deep distress with this hectic life of mine, i decided to finish my navy path ! yepp, im going to go head and enlist in the navyyy .

haha , im more focused now and i figure why not . im starting a partial liquid diet today and its gonna be hell . im ready tho ! i feel like theres a point where i have to let go of all the bullshit im used to and get down to the nitty gritty .

$$$ isnt looking like i want it to and it hurts bc im used to having money and everything else i want, but i believe God is showing me that everything in life isnt gunna be as easy as my mama and everyone else around me has made it seem .

im suchh an open book right now . i might be pregnant and that reality sucks . not saying i dnt ever want a child, but right now isnt the right time :-/

i miss how easy things used to be, but its really crunch time now.


-essence .