love [original poem]

and as i lay and think
of you--of me
i see
that everything isnt as it seems
they seeyou as some kind of bad seed
not seeingthe beauty of life you've brought to me
although im alone
i must admit
everything we went through--
me and you--
was completely worth it
them night we sneaked--
got caught-
-and still creeped
are tattooed in my memories
those silent but honest stares
holding my heart
i knew you cared
but now our lives
so seperate--
so far
are void--
of crazy nights with the police
and riding around listlessly--
void of me loving you
not saying i dont--cuz it was all tru
the innocence we shared--
or rather i took
that hair filled with strength
thoses eyes with lusty looks
so to finish it off--
here i am alone
still loving you, and trying to be strong .


-essence .

love songs .

lately i been listening to a lot of love songs . easy to say that i do kinda miss having a significant other . being single is fun but its very LONELY . hmm . been having the future on my mind a lot...marriage included, but they wayy it looks now imma be one them ppl who get married real old like .

ughh. just sayn . im not ugly .


-essence .