the fight ;; everything you might question ;;

okayy, so scratch the bullshit you heard about it...everything else is rumor. im the source && this is what thee source has to sayy:

yes, i lost the fight. great. if that makes the haters feel better then, you're sad. for one, i was pissy ass drunk...i dnt even know the reason behimd the fight. i do believe it was a set up && congrats to all those who caught me slippingg cuz karma always works her maic. trust that...drinkingg that much was my fault...my gaurd was down...so yes. losing was the result. too bad. count my blessings and move thee hell on. it was what it was && it will be what it will be. trust one thing, all those people who participated && even talked about it &7 posted that shit all over their page HAVE NEVER had thee fckn balls to come at me like that any other dayy. i guess people figure since they caight me in a weak moment im always like that. SIKE. i will state this plainly and as kindly as possible. i AM NOT & WILL NEVER BE weak in anyway...no matter how drunk i am or how vulnerable i feel. nobody knows my struggle or what thee fck i have been thru but ME. judge it, talk about it, but you will never live my life. && just because i lost a fight dont mean i wont && cant whoop your ass. period.
i wrote this for all the people who were wonderinggg && askingg. three facts about the fight you should know by the end of this: 1)i was drunk...pissy drunk. 2) i got jumped. 3) aint NOBODY being real about the situation.


so shoutouts to the people who have had my backk thru the whole thing && for those who didn't....yall can kiss my ass :)

essence.

HAITUS.

dnt wanna write...my life is just ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh right now. so yeaa.

miss conceited love nicki minaj :)

i love her && i figured i oughta show yall whyy....

some vids....she's sexyy...she's a freakk...she dnt give 2 fcks bout thee haters....

playtime is over bxtchs...hahaha :)

yesyesss....so i love her... i leave you wid this freakyyy song...hahaha:)

ello :)

hat to sayy ello not hello like i'm from UK or some shidd. hahaha. just came from the mall && the flea market wid bella && i had a gooooooood time. haha.

made videos there and everything. i posted it on myspace or what not, so add me:) www.myspace.com/dat_morena_mamii clickable :)

anywoo, i love havingg fun, yo. and now that christmas break is upon us, i plan on actingg a str8 damn fool.....yes! party after partyy and hangover after hangover....tatoo planned too!
here's what i want, && here's what i'll prolly get...


*prolly not on thee fot...iono...&& this is what i'll prolly get


:)))) stars!


so thats it for now :)

post later.

relaxer vs. natural :)

soo, i ben thinkingg about my hair lately && tryna figure out whether i should stay natural or go backk to the relaxer. ughh. its a hard decision, cuz you know i dont wanna mess up my damn wave patter that my mama so graciously blessed me with :) . but you know, i also wannahave my hair managable cuz i start college in the summer && i dont wanna have to fight my hair everydayy. ughh. but i gotta look up both argments && figure out which would be best for me.

i love relaxers cuz it keeps my hair in checkk but ssome relaxers mess up my wave pattern (not all) , but when i'm natural, i know my hair is HEALTHY && i just want healthy AND managable hair....


anybodyy got some ideas, tell me.

post later :)

well hello :)

so basically, i fckn love nicki minaj :) she's a freakk...yupyup. ppl say this && that bout her but she amazingg. fck wtf anybodyy gotta say. haha :) veryy freaky girl....like i said...imma sexual person ;) && aint NOTHING wring wid some good sex. yup yup.

think what you wanna but as longg as you safe then hell, dick is thee shid. haha.

ANYWAYS, lately i been thinking about getting my lip peircedd. :) so if you aint know i alredayy got my tongue pierced...so i want the lip piercing to be less obvious...ya know, prolly like a small monroe or a small half snake bite...iono. IF ANYBOY KNOW SOMETHING THATS CUTE TELL ME.

so basically, over christmas break i plan on getting a tatt of a lotus flower or descending stars :)
lotus fror growing up and growing into myself as a ladyy && the stars bc i think they're beautiful...like me :)

haha. post later.

in ISS [in school suspension]

so im in here...ISS. this website ain't blocked so i guess im gonna post from school everyday since my damnn computer aint workingg.

so basically, im bored off my ass && its random time :) :

*why in the hell everytime you get on myspace, somebody has a new 'codename' or some shit...imean your name doesnt get you noticed on myspace if you change that shit all the time....one bitch on mylist change her name everyweek...bipolar ass....

*so i figured out some niggas are actually genuine. they actually love you and they actuallt can prove it...[michael lamar story].

*hoes who act like hoes are 100%FAKE. i don't mean hoe [fucks everybody]- i mean hoe[ dumbass broad who think she cute.]...ya digg. so fake. they claim they got this and that and can work magic and spend thismoney and that money...when they cant do SHIT.... period.

*mysterious niggas are what turn me on cuz there's somethingg there you wanna know, but you know he aint gonna tell you, but you try to get to know him and find out anyways...yummy.

*i need to get my car checked out cuz it wouldn't start in the morning 2 times this week.

*weed always makes you feel amazingg after you smoke it...especially when you had a strassful ass week && mama trippin.

*okay, im runnin out of shit...


ill post later :)

catchh up ;; my life as of now.

so... let me tell you A LOT has happened in the last week! me and mike...backk together. turns out it was something that needed to resolve that he had to resolve with hisself and had to do it alone. i respect he came to me like a man so thats all imma say bout it.

thanksgiving wasnt as pleasurable as i hoped it would be. the food was amazing cuz we went to my mama's boyfriend's family's house and my step aunt can cook forreal. it was amazing, but i got a stomach ache after eating so damn much so i had lay my ass down for the rest of the night. usually i partyyyy hard when i go down there wid my step cousin Retha, but shes preggo so we really aint do shit.

looking for a job so hard i cant even tell you how many applications i have fillled out. man, this shit out here is kinda tough. recession is upon us when even micky dees aint hiring like that no more. its sad but it is what it is....

so im still kinda leaving my options open even tho me and mike are still together cuz i refuse to let any nigga let me feel all lost and confused and hurt like that again....ALWAYS have a back up plan, ye digg :)

so basically life is OKAY.

ill post later.