ear candy .

so i've been listening to some shit && i wanted to expose some amazing earcandy .
*their album : 'how to be a lady vl. 1" is amazing . its feminine yet rebellious && it makes you rethink the whole idea of 'being a lady' . next up..
*this is richgirl . i heard 'honeycomb' && now im tryna see who they are && shiiid . i'll put up more later ..... -essence.

zackery lamar neal && my birthday :)

1] zack is the best boyfriend i've had ! yessss !i said thee shit nobody wanted me to sayy . hehe :) uhm, a lil info about him wnt be too much...he's 21 && he works for the county [a legitimate job !]. he like to party && shit like me && he does lil things that makes me completely happy.

2] my birthday is june 14th && zack && i are going to atlanta to party && shit. i think he's gunna get me a tatt for my b.dayy :) && something else...*wink* hahahaahaha :)


-essence.

survey .

What's the first thing that pops into your head when you think of last summer?
--uhm, the lake && arguments .
Give me lyrics from the song you're listening to?
--gotta get you outta my system; i feel so alienated...
What is the last non-alcoholic beverage you had?
--uhm, orange juce !
Who was your last text from & what did it say?
--this dude i met at the club last night ; 'can i come see you'
Your ex says they never even liked you, you say?
--nigga, dnt show out !
Is your current girlfriend/boyfriend better than your old girlfriends/boyfriends?
--hell yes. all of them !
Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
--definitely ; my boyfriend actually .
How about the same sex?
--yep !
Are you a fast typer?
--yes i am .
How do you dot your i's?
--like normal people do -- wid a dot !
What do you think of people who show off about their handwriting?
--its not even that serious .
Have you ever laughed at something that wasn't meant to be funny?
--yeahh ; ima trip im told .
Do people often mistake you for a different nationality?
--i used to be mistaken for asian && blk when i was younger .
Do you tan or burn when in the sun?
--tan !
Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
--someone else [preferrably the person im with .]
Do you like sushi?
--its yummy !
What food do you find disgusting?
--chittlins ! ew !
What was the weather like on your birthday?
--hot as hell !
Ever kissed someone of the same sex?
--when i was drunk one time .
Are you laid-back?
--96% of thee time :)
Does it matter if your bf/gf smokes?
--my bf smokes ciggs ; hates dro .
Have you had any form of exercise today?
--if you consider sleeping a breathing exercise, then yes .
Do you get the trick in the song If u seek amy by Brittney Spears?
--i dnt even know what you're tlking about .
Did you know if you eat too many carrots, your skin can turn orange?
--really ? i doubt it .
What's your favorite color gummy bear?
--the clear one .
Your favorite thing to drink on a hot summer day?
--water !
Are you competitive?
--when i need to be .
Do you study for tests?
--nahh.
Who was the last person you sat beside at a restaurant?
--definitely dnt know !

hehe ;] lemme say .

1] breanne is the funniest bxtch in thee world ! scared as hell . i went up to the skool today &&& the bxtch bout shitted a damn brick. haha .

2] i wasted my night tonight && im not gunna do that again .

3] im working on a video blog so i gotta go !

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randoms.

okayy so this whole nicki minaj craze is annoying 1 i love her....been a fan since a while bbackk, but now people are finding out about her && tryna put 'minaj' on the end of their name. its just like the whole iPOD thin...now everybody's iGUCCI && iCute...stupid shit like that. omfg. i laugh at this shit...this is gettn badd but i hope not as bad as everyone overussing the word 'swagg'. ew!

i have an interview at jcpenny tomorro. i hope i get it. i know im excited now but as soon as get them hours && start going to work its gunna get annoying. IM NOT GUNNA QUIT THIS TIME ! haha.

im also on an apartment search, bc i somehow know imma get this job. so0o0 yeahh.

OH YEA! i got a boofriend! his name is zack && ironically he is like EVERYTHING i ever really wanted in a dude. oh yes ! he has dreads && a legitimate job && a bunch of tattoos ! oh gawd. not to mention he's sweet && he just compliments me in the middle of the day && shit. but he's street && of course i love that :) [more on him as things progress.]

i've been noticing that the older i get the prettier i get too.

&& on that note im outtie.

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police activity.

pkay, so def dnt deny what i do when it comes to the police? why? so this girl named kandice got her bellybutton pierced by my ex friend breanne summers. so i aint know this...all the while im piercing otha people's bellybuttons...so kandice parents call the police...breanne gets confronted && tellds the police i did her belly.

WTF?!

this comes from the breanne who swear she can fight && that she aint scared of nobody && nothing...&& that she hates snxtchz. YET, she sittn here telling lies to the pol;ice so she can save her own ass...this sounds a lil cross to me. that sounds like a snxtchn ass bxtch to me...exactly.


just had to let that out.

lets stay current.

single. single. single. im still single && im actually having a lot of fun, but i have this weird feeling that im gunna settle dwn for a minute soon..haha ;] i doubt that'll stop me from partying like hell..never that. haha.

been going to school && shit. got me thinkning bout the future && how naive i have been in the past...took the monroe out && hot a wayne piercing...haha ;] thats what imma call it cuz lil wayne made that hit hotter than what it was ;] yupyup. it actually looks very cute on me && i ddnt do it myself ;)

a lot of people didnt know i was pregnant...i was...for like 2 months. i lost the baby like 2 weeks ago. it hurt a lot...emotionally && physically, but i guess it was meant to happen...freedom isnt free. sadly.

i think im gunna go get me a tatt in a few minutes...haha ;]


-essence.