i'm hurt right now. by Drique, by Mike...shid, by every nigga that did me wrong. Tywaun's ass even popped up in my mind. I was with HIS ASS for three fckn years, and he gon leave me like that. in a *blink of a damn eye. what a surprise right. i give his ass everything....my first EVERYTHING *&& that nigg lickety splits like the rabbit in the Trix commercial.
And Drique was my fault ;; you reap what you sew. the part that pisses me off is the fact he thinks he can run backk and forth to me *&& his ugly ass babymama. NO. i actually love his ass, but i will not be used the way Tywaun used my ass. NO MORE.
*&& mike was dead wrong for what he did. period. he knows. no need to put his ass on blast, but he so called understood how i felt to be playd and promised he would NEVER. liar like the rest of them.
i really do get hurt like any other person. damn, so i guess im heartless now. they don't want me to be A HEARTLESS BITCH. i can be mothafckn ruthless if i wanna be.
they don't want it. NOBODY WANTS IT. shid, im managing my mothafckn anger as ppl continue to take my kindness for a WEAKNESS. hell no.
im so sickk *&& tired. i thought kindness was repaid wid good deeds! nope. we'll se how shid workks.
fck everybody who's hurt me.
Monday, November 10, 2008
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aww boobooooo,
i WANT youu(:
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cOASHA
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