see you may not believe me when i say this, but i am a liar-- but i only lie to protect people's feelings and ideas of me, and i really need to stop doingg that shit.
my mama doesnt understand that i ONLY lie to her about shit i know she would jump to conclusions and shit about. nothingg else. i would never tell her im goingg over a niggas house to chill, why? cuz in her mind that means sex. i mean, she already knows i'm not a virgin, but i don't think she really wants to face the fact i'm actually ACTIVE. period. i'm on the pill and i dont go bare but she doesnt thinkk like that.
everytime i say somethingg about something i had to previously hide from her ass, she thinkss im lying. im not. its crazyy. i just cant even find a median with her anymoree. we either fightingg or cool. and its usually fighting. over lil petty shit she consideres a bigg ass deal.
im a prett laid back individual. shit that doesnt need to be blown up shouldnt get blown up. im a easy breezer, but she makes me this BITCH that i dont wanna be. she just knows just what to sayy to piss me off. she's very JUDGEMENTAL. i hate ppl who thinkk thay can judge someone else. i HATE beingg judges. we're liket ottal opposites....UGH.
its hard. fck it.
COUNTDOWN TILL GRADUATION: 6 months ;; 14 dayss
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