im listening to the song so thats why i wantrd it as my title * && bc it has so much meaning behind it...ohh the lyrics describe the part of my life im going thru now...
"here comes the rain againfalling from the starsdrenched in my pain againbecoming whowe areas my memory restsbut never forgets what I lostwake me up when September endssummer has come and passedthe innocent can never lastwake me up when September endsring out the bells againlike we did when spring beganwake me up when September ends"
so yeahh ; but basically for an UPDATE . I LOST AN INCH !!!!! yeeppp ! && finally me && my mama are on the same damn page about everything coming up in my life ! i cnt wait to go into the navy really...like i feel like i need something to turn my life around.
not neccessarily CHANGE it but turn it around so that i can have FULL control of everything ; right now i just feel like im floating out here with nothing to really 'live for' . cccrrrrraaazzzyyy .
haha . i miss a certain somebody who i really care about--but my best friend [tanisha] told me "i deserve better" . but i know what my heart feels && i feel like no one really knows what i deserve. hell, i deserve to be HAPPY .
period .
-essence .
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