got a boyfriend, feeling my boyfriend, but still in love wit ronndriques [ the guy i lived with]. its crazyy. i don't feel guilty talking on the phone with him every night, but when i talk to my boyfriend [mike] i start to feel kinda bad [not guilty]. wow. i mean i don't really knwo how to feel right now. im sitting in the moddle of NOWHERE on a damn rockk. urrrgghhh =/
its hard enough knowing that i messed up shit between me and ronndriques, but its worse when i really wanna be backk with him WHILE I HAVE A NEW BOYFRIEND. he called me his 'lost puppy' last night and thats exactly what i feel like. i want him back. is that bad? maybe. maybe not. i love him. then there's mike who i' feelingg a lot right now && i know we can build a lil future, but i honestly want DRIQUE to be future.
wow. confusion.
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